Dad fell again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wait in a room,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
surrounded by broken bodies<\/p>\n\n\n\n
broken by a broken nation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On the drive here,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I saw a dozen men,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
misshapen, homeless,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
static or meandering among intersections,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
candidates for car crashes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or falling down and dying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Outside a window,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
moss and English ivy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
degrade a brick wall,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but look ornamental,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kind of like<\/p>\n\n\n\n
American culture at work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wait to see<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the tattooed ER doctor again,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the one who sketched<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dad’s heart problem<\/p>\n\n\n\n
on a brochure<\/p>\n\n\n\n
announcing a prize<\/p>\n\n\n\n
for the best care<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bestowed by a nurse,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nominated by a patient<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or member of the family.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The doctor said he should<\/p>\n\n\n\n
have sketched the heart<\/p>\n\n\n\n
on a tablet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but the tablet was gone,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
paper appeared,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
so why not put paper to use?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I also wait to see the<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Russian nurse with a chin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
shaped like the clip of<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a Kalashnikov rifle,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a blonde woman<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ripped from a fancy perfume ad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
who reacts to my questions<\/p>\n\n\n\n
with indifference so smooth and subtle<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it makes me smile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you can smile<\/p>\n\n\n\n
awaiting news of your father’s fate,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
well, take it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m going to nominate her:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cNever before in a moment of crisis has<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a sullen disposition tasted so sweet.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Where will the news convey Dad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
convey me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When I see Dad again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know his first words:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cCall Dr. Kevorkian please.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’ll laugh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He’s not joking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then he’ll say:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI’m going to walk into the river.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s too far away, though,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
too rough and muddy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
from the storm<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to complete<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the poem of his long life<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that began in the Dust Bowl.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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