{"id":5496,"date":"2019-10-16T14:08:41","date_gmt":"2019-10-16T21:08:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/?p=5496"},"modified":"2019-10-16T14:08:43","modified_gmt":"2019-10-16T21:08:43","slug":"a-few-copies-remain-of-the-bonnie-clyde-files","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/meditations\/a-few-copies-remain-of-the-bonnie-clyde-files\/","title":{"rendered":"A Few Copies Remain of the Bonnie & Clyde Files"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n

In\nApril I released, The Bonnie and Clyde Files: How Two\nSenior Dogs Saved a Middle Aged Man<\/em>,\nan account of my experiences over the past couple of years as I\nbattled to stave off personal extinction. I published only 300 copies\nof the book and have a few left that I want to promote here. I think\nit’s the best, most honest thing I have ever written. I really don’t\nknow any other book like it. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\nhave larger aspirations for The Bonnie and Clyde Files<\/em>\nbut haven’t figured out how to do that yet. This micro publishing run\nmay be the last word. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\ninvite you to support me and an independent Oregon publisher by\npurchasing direct from my web site, nestuccaspitpress.com \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The\nbook features 10 poetic interludes, where I channeled Walt Whitman to\nmake sense of the madness and inhumanity I witnessed, scenes I will\nnever forget:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Below\nis an excerpt:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I lean against the wall<\/p>\n\n\n\n

inside the probation office.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Joint is packed. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Reprobates are jacked. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I read Walt Whitman<\/p>\n\n\n\n

at random<\/p>\n\n\n\n

waiting for a form<\/p>\n\n\n\n

to set me free.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s come to that:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a form for freedom<\/p>\n\n\n\n

in a democracy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can you believe<\/p>\n\n\n\n

they want it in longhand? \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To my right<\/p>\n\n\n\n

two couples<\/p>\n\n\n\n

make out<\/p>\n\n\n\n

before their<\/p>\n\n\n\n

meetings and drug tests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nothing surprises in here<\/p>\n\n\n\n

not the sparkled jeans<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nor the man reading Macbeth<\/em>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

not the dog food coupons<\/p>\n\n\n\n

to feed human beings<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nor the reek of fish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okay, this making out does<\/p>\n\n\n\n

these two<\/em> couples!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s like that poem<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKissing\u201d by Dorianne Laux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A stanza reads:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

They are kissing
to begin the\nworld again. Nothing
can stop them…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

they are doing what they have to\ndo
to survive the worst<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s the one human act \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

the State can\u2019t take from us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Even in here:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fluorescent lights \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

plastic chairs<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gray carpet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s an act of secret rebellion<\/p>\n\n\n\n

smack dab in the open<\/p>\n\n\n\n

face to face<\/p>\n\n\n\n

in our faceless times<\/p>\n\n\n\n

not a reckoning<\/p>\n\n\n\n

but a puckering. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I read another line from Walt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He writes a lot about kissing<\/p>\n\n\n\n

but never uses the word. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I watch the couples,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

the two women<\/p>\n\n\n\n

angled toward me,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

their eyes closed. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

One has slipped her feet<\/p>\n\n\n\n

out of flip flops.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She is barefoot<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and kissing \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

in the probation office.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

In April I released, The Bonnie and Clyde Files: How Two Senior Dogs Saved a Middle Aged Man, an account of my experiences over the past couple of years as I battled to stave off personal extinction. I published only 300 copies of the book and have a few left that I want to promote […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5497,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[203,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5496","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bonnie-and-clyde-files","category-meditations","has-post-title","has-post-date","has-post-category","has-post-tag","has-post-comment","has-post-author",""],"builder_content":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5496","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5496"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5496\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5499,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5496\/revisions\/5499"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5497"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5496"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5496"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}