{"id":4043,"date":"2018-06-12T07:17:32","date_gmt":"2018-06-12T14:17:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/?p=4043"},"modified":"2020-06-22T08:51:58","modified_gmt":"2020-06-22T15:51:58","slug":"breakfast-burn-pile-hummingbird-flies-fire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/meditations\/breakfast-burn-pile-hummingbird-flies-fire\/","title":{"rendered":"Breakfast at the Burn Pile, A Hummingbird Flies Through Fire"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>While tending a burn pile at the dog sanctuary, I ate a modest breakfast of apple, cheese and hard boiled eggs. Our starving and freezing boys at Valley Forge would have relished its succulence. Much better than tree bark and owls&#8217; heads cooked by candle.<\/p>\n<p><i>What really happened at Valley Forge during that icy winter?<\/i><\/p>\n<p>The fire raged, flames licked 10 feet into the air. I tossed slayed blackberries upon the pyre and blackberry smoke went up, whipped around, and enveloped me. I love the smell of blackberries burning in the morning. It smells like&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p>I tended the fire in gray corduroys, a blue dress shirt, and black Nike running shoes. I brought along fire tending tools and notebook paper and pens. I stank of smoke and sweat.<\/p>\n<p>My mind drifted toward unforgettable moments with people and dogs around burn barrels and burn piles. I remember once playing Lucinda Williams&#8217; \u201cEssence\u201d on guitar for someone, as the fire sparked and blazed , and I wondered how anything could improve on that. I&#8217;m not sure it has.<\/p>\n<p>I would take this fire and this field and this view of the river and clearcuts over an ocean view.<\/p>\n<p>Dogs barked behind me. I heard birds chirp and tweet deep in the willows and alders. A bicyclist laden with gear pedaled by. I waved to him and he waved back.<\/p>\n<p>I forgot the damn Rainier for breakfast! What a burn pile amateur!<\/p>\n<p><i>Burn piles clarify the mind.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Watching fire turns truth into inevitability.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>I am counterattacking against insanity and cannibalism with my creative mind. <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Join me. <\/i><\/p>\n<p>I felt compelled to write a letter to a friend languishing in a far flung city, where the homeless light fires near the river, for warmth, to roast lizards, and create totemic power against everything we&#8217;ve created. They are gentrifying the beavers right out of there. The beavers need a Lorax.<\/p>\n<p>Fire makes me write like this. Just imagine if had Rainier?<\/p>\n<p>How many letters have I written around a burn pile or burn barrel the last 21 years of living on the Oregon Coast? Hundreds. But not enough. Who wants one?<\/p>\n<p>Something caught my eye: a red hummingbird darted around the edges of the fire. I&#8217;d never seen a hummingbird near a burn pile.<\/p>\n<p>I stood up from my chair and moved closer to inspect. I didn&#8217;t think about taking a photograph. I was really seeing. I was walking into the fire. My shoes started smoking.<\/p>\n<p>The hummingbird flew into the flames; he bored into the wavy heat. I saw a hummingbird fly through fire. I saw a hummingbird fly through fire.<\/p>\n<p>Where do you go with this as a writer?<\/p>\n<p><i>(If you found this post enjoyable, thought provoking or enlightening, please consider supporting a writer at work by making a financial contribution to this blog or by purchasing an NSP book.) <\/i><\/p>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-4043\" data-postid=\"4043\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-4043 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>While tending a burn pile at the dog sanctuary, I ate a modest breakfast of apple, cheese and hard boiled eggs. Our starving and freezing boys at Valley Forge would have relished its succulence. Much better than tree bark and owls&#8217; heads cooked by candle. What really happened at Valley Forge during that icy winter? 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