{"id":3283,"date":"2017-10-14T09:08:16","date_gmt":"2017-10-14T16:08:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/?p=3283"},"modified":"2017-10-14T09:08:16","modified_gmt":"2017-10-14T16:08:16","slug":"another-probation-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/meditations\/another-probation-poem\/","title":{"rendered":"Another Probation Poem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I sit in my car,<\/p>\n<p>drinking three-day old Yuban.<\/p>\n<p>A young man and woman<\/p>\n<p>vape in the fog.<\/p>\n<p>They look like aliens<\/p>\n<p>breathing sustenance<\/p>\n<p>before the invasion.<\/p>\n<p>I walk in the office.<\/p>\n<p>The receptionist wears<\/p>\n<p>knee-high black boots<\/p>\n<p>and a tight orange skirt.<\/p>\n<p>I pay the Man.<\/p>\n<p>He is there,<\/p>\n<p>in the corner,<\/p>\n<p>monologuing the Coke machine,<\/p>\n<p>telling it about<\/p>\n<p>the Columbus Day storm<\/p>\n<p>he survived,<\/p>\n<p>holding on to a tree.<\/p>\n<p>The Coke machine nods.<\/p>\n<p>Today is Columbus Day.<\/p>\n<p>I walk out.<\/p>\n<p>I simply<\/p>\n<p>can&#8217;t take it.<\/p>\n<p>Where is that invasion?<\/p>\n<p>Where is the new Columbus for not only America,<\/p>\n<p>but the world?<\/p>\n<p>Wade ashore and plant that flag.<\/p>\n<p>Convert or die.<\/p>\n<p>I think we need it.<\/p>\n<p>The invaders might even<\/p>\n<p>have mercy.<\/p>\n<p>There are woods<\/p>\n<p>behind the office.<\/p>\n<p>He should consider<\/p>\n<p>walking into them<\/p>\n<p>and never come out.<\/p>\n<p>Sit down and return to earth.<\/p>\n<p>One last honorable act.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a hard thing to think<\/p>\n<p>that about a fellow man.<\/p>\n<p>The worst thought of my life,<\/p>\n<p>a thought that reorders your cells.<\/p>\n<p>What happened to my mercy?<\/p>\n<p>It droppeth not from heaven.<\/p>\n<p>The gentle rain is acid rain.<\/p>\n<p>Mercy has walked the plank,<\/p>\n<p>said Bob Dylan.<\/p>\n<p>Why is Dick Cheney still alive and Prince is dead?<\/p>\n<p>Write me a poem on that.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all the harder because<\/p>\n<p>the man looks Kurt Vonnegut<\/p>\n<p>a week before he died.<\/p>\n<p>Kurt loathed Columbus.<\/p>\n<p>Kurt survived the fires of Dresden<\/p>\n<p>in a meat locker.<\/p>\n<p>This man is already dead&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>dead man talking to a Coke machine.<\/p>\n<p>(But perhaps not! He also says he wants to see the Fleetwood Mac tribute band coming to town. He&#8217;s collected enough cans and bottles. He wants to rock and roll. The probation officer doesn&#8217;t know if he will let him.)<\/p>\n<p>Back in the car,<\/p>\n<p>I pull Walt from<\/p>\n<p>the glove department.<\/p>\n<p>There will be something<\/p>\n<p>in there I missed.<\/p>\n<p>There always is.<\/p>\n<p>The leaves of grass<\/p>\n<p>always leave you wanting more.<\/p>\n<p>I open at random and read:<\/p>\n<p><i>A woman waits for me,<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>she contains all,<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>nothing is lacking<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>I smile. I didn&#8217;t know<\/p>\n<p>Walt wrote science fiction!<\/p>\n<p><i>(If you found this post enjoyable, thought provoking or enlightening, please consider supporting a writer at work by making a financial contribution to this blog or by purchasing an NSP book.) <\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I sit in my car, drinking three-day old Yuban. 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