{"id":3228,"date":"2017-09-28T04:31:22","date_gmt":"2017-09-28T11:31:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/?p=3228"},"modified":"2017-09-28T04:31:22","modified_gmt":"2017-09-28T11:31:22","slug":"probation-poem-9-25-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/meditations\/probation-poem-9-25-17\/","title":{"rendered":"Probation Poem 9-25-17"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Men in the waiting room<\/p>\n<p>speak of addiction.<\/p>\n<p>One wears the uniform<\/p>\n<p>of a road flagger.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He shoots a text<\/p>\n<p>to a treatment center<\/p>\n<p>on the last Blackberry<\/p>\n<p>in America.<\/p>\n<p>Rain falls outside.<\/p>\n<p>Give me 40 days<\/p>\n<p>and 40 nights of<\/p>\n<p><i>Bladerunner<\/i> rain.<\/p>\n<p>Give me Noah meets Deckard<\/p>\n<p>and let us all drown<\/p>\n<p>and start over<\/p>\n<p>with replicants in Congress.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I hear an insane man<\/p>\n<p>beyond the door.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve sat in a room<\/p>\n<p>with his insanity.<\/p>\n<p>It caromed like an object in a cartoon.<\/p>\n<p>Euthanasia crossed my mind.<\/p>\n<p>But not for myself.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Why do I write<\/p>\n<p>poems in here?<\/p>\n<p>They clash with the<\/p>\n<p>coke machine and gray carpet.<\/p>\n<p>I should stop reading Whitman in here.<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s clouding my vision<\/p>\n<p>with his hallucinations of democracy.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am no poet<\/p>\n<p>with these probation poems.<\/p>\n<p>Read this non-poem<\/p>\n<p>for corroboration.<\/p>\n<p>Corroboration is a terrible<\/p>\n<p>word for poetry.<\/p>\n<p>(Carom isn&#8217;t bad.)<\/p>\n<p>At least I know that.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A sign on the wall<\/p>\n<p>says the seafood plant is hiring.<\/p>\n<p><i>ASAP!\/ $11 an hour<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The local seafood industry<\/p>\n<p>dies without this office.<\/p>\n<p>They cast their nets<\/p>\n<p>in the parking lots.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve seen it.<\/p>\n<p>Casting from a truck,<\/p>\n<p>not a boat.<\/p>\n<p>Fishers for marginalized men.<\/p>\n<p>Fishers not taught by Jesus.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve seen so much here,<\/p>\n<p>none of it poetry.<\/p>\n<p><i>(If you found this post enjoyable, thought provoking or enlightening, please consider supporting a writer at work by making a financial contribution to this blog or by purchasing an NSP book.) <\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Men in the waiting room speak of addiction. One wears the uniform of a road flagger. &nbsp; He shoots a text to a treatment center on the last Blackberry in America. Rain falls outside. Give me 40 days and 40 nights of Bladerunner rain. Give me Noah meets Deckard and let us all drown and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3229,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,42],"tags":[365,6,190,88,332,364,41,256],"class_list":["post-3228","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-meditations","category-poetry","tag-bladerunner","tag-matt-love","tag-oregon-poetry","tag-poetry","tag-probation-office","tag-probation-poem","tag-rain","tag-walt-whitman","has-post-title","has-post-date","has-post-category","has-post-tag","has-post-comment","has-post-author",""],"builder_content":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3228","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3228"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3228\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3230,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3228\/revisions\/3230"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3229"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3228"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3228"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3228"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}