{"id":10020,"date":"2026-08-13T06:41:38","date_gmt":"2026-08-13T13:41:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/?p=10020"},"modified":"2026-08-13T06:41:38","modified_gmt":"2026-08-13T13:41:38","slug":"empire-chaos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/meditations\/empire-chaos\/","title":{"rendered":"Empire Chaos"},"content":{"rendered":"<!-- wp:themify-builder\/canvas \/-->\n\n\n<p>5:53 Sunday Morning in Empire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gray skies, drizzle as lint.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elmer and I on the move.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Discarded shoes everywhere,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>pairs from the homeless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sneakers, loafers, slippers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why sometimes only one shoe?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A Zen koan never answered by10,000 monks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As the old axiom goes:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve walked in these discovered shoes,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>many years now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They&#8217;re almost shot,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sole shredding,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>holes in the mesh,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>stitches unraveling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We pass two men smoking something in a red sedan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We pass a homestead carved into a hedge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A young black man with a sizable afro<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>rides a bicycle towing a trailer contraption<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>with a fishing rod sticking out the back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He&#8217;s coasting fast to the boat ramp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He stops beside the 40-year-old Bounder RV<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>with three orange tow tags peeling off a panel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He leans the bicycle and trailer against the RV.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He carries a tackle box.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He places it on the parking lot,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>approaches the open driver-side window<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of the Bounder, climbs through,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>opens the front door, emerges,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>lights a cigarette,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>starts doing something inexplicable<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>with shit around the rig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Parking lot packed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Forty boat trailers, more trucks and boats arriving.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Families prep to clam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seven dollar coffee drinks<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kept warm inside space age containers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A kid cries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dad threatens violence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hear terrible music.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Big black dog runs wild in a field.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A woman sitting in a chair wails<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>alongside the Park Host&#8217;s RV.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Black man yells \u201cShut the fuck up!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fisherman goes up to her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can&#8217;t hear his words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>More wailing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She&#8217;s drowning the sound of ospreys chirping overhead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elmer and I hit the beach.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Smoke swirling from the encampment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>New tent,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>new pile of firewood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>new shopping cart<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>toppled, charred<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>from barbecuing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>roadkill raccoon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Disembodied voices screaming profanities in the willows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We&#8217;ll have to pass close by,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but we don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I whip us around,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>head home,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>angry,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>robbed this early morning on Coos Bay<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of what I need to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>contest the utter crush of American civilization<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>as Jim Harrison so accurately described it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>5:53 Sunday Morning in Empire. 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